Had a phone last night from a close fiend to ask me if something she heard was true,it was untrue and I certainly had not said anything at all.
Her dp had heard something and misunderstood and brought my name into it,I was shaking with anger and nearly in tears and found myself saying a few things that were peeing me of about our friendship and mates, I also said I was owed an apology and left.
I cried my eyes out yesterday feel like I have no real friends anymore,since having kids we have grown apart.
I have just spent two lovely days with my kids as dp could not get time of work came home to mil and fil straight on the phoen,I feel like they are checking up on me maybe its just me,having eating issues with son so probably checking I have fed him.
A friend tried to give me advise about my dc saying I needed to carry through a threat so no sweets and mean it,also she made a passing comment about dp sitting in the car in the eve and how and one other had noted it.
My dp works very long hours so I am on my own alot, I feel im trying my best for my kids but its hard,im trying to look for a pt job and go back to work after the hols.
Aibu because I feel very alone,my sister has told me get out there and meet other mums,and dp agreed he also feels mn is not good as its not real life if you see what I mean,please advice me because I feel im in a rut.
I like to have a few drinks in the eve,probably becuase Im bored and alone it would be interesting to hear your views.