wake up pissed, go asleep pissed , wake the kids up pissed do the dinner pissed? I’m a working alcoholic , i say alcoholic , i just feel like a mum , that totally deserves a drink ! So wrong when i actually put it in words but in my mind so so true. So how do you fix it? Go to meetings? Tell the AA, tell all the orthorities that will get all my babies took away from me , don’t think so! I absolutely love everyone of my babies all five of them , there mine an i’m the luckiest mum alive i am , ino i am. Alchohol has always been there, always, you can buy it over the counter it’s not eligal so why can a person be so bad? I’m just so sorry i wasn’t more what the first class mum was for them, an i’ll always regret that. I would give them the absolute world for them , give them every penny i have got , take away there sickness to make them be ok , but wen your little girl says i’m hurting because you drink i carnt take that away! That hurts! I want to fix it, i want to be better! I love my kids all the world !!! Xxx