for as long back as i can remember i’ve been a party girl. however im now 47 and feel it’s catching up with me. im tired all the time feel unattractive and not present. my partner also loves a drink so it doesn’t take much and we encourage each other. i dont even know why i do it it doesn’t make me feel good just sends me to sleep on the sofa. i’m tired and just want to be me again and enjoy life