Hi all just looking for some advice really, i have noticed that i have really bad health anxiety. I research every symptom i have and convince myself i have all these issues. I suppose it started because of problems with alcohol i had in the past, from the ages of 17-22 i had abused alcohol, drinking a whole bottle of brandy or vodka with friends on a friday and then down the pub drinking cider or beer on the saturday, i had my first child this year so had stopped drinking when i found out i was expecting..i was diagnosed with gallstones during pregnancy and now i cant stop but think there is something wrong with my liver and it can never be reverved because of the heavy drinking i did. (Baring in mind i have never been diagnosed with liver issues)
its absolutely relentless living like this, i suffered a renal abscess in 2019 from holding in my urine after nights of heavy drinking, this required me to be hospitalised and ever since then i constantly worry for my health, my heart speeds up when i google things i just feel like im living in a horrid bubble. I am only 24 i dont drink anymore and i am expecting my 2nd now, i just want to live without worry!