Hello.
I'm just in the worst state I've ever been. I become pregnant a few months ago, but I was extremely stressed because I had several episodes of binge drinking before I found out. The pregnancy resulted in a blighted ovum, but Dr said it had nothing to do with the drinking.
After this, we decided TTC. Abstained from alchool except from when I was on my period or few days before ovulations. I can stay long times without touching alchool (weeks, months, not a drop after I found out I was pregnant). But after I have a glass, it almost always results in binge drinking.
In September tests were again negative and I had some bleeding so assumed period had started as it was about that time. Drank 3 glasses of wine one evening and an outrageous 2 bottles of prosecco the next day in around 10 hours.
A couple of days later took another test and it was positive. The line was not very visible, but clearly there. So when I drank, I was almost 4 weeks pregnant.
I am extremely desperate. I am having the worst thoughts as I am struggling with guilt and anxiety. I am so scared I've totally harmed my baby.
Are you aware of any situations like this? When the baby was affected on the long term? Please, be honest. I really need to know what to expect.