I know that I need to leave him to it now . His pattern is that once this bender is over he will be full of remorse and promises. This last time he was 3 months sober , and now he's not again, and is lying about it which is the worst part for me. We don't live together and I have blocked him on everything today ,but my pattern is that I usually unblock him at some point , pathetically hoping this time he will have come to his senses. I'm devastated but I know I need to keep strong . How ? I have so many things I want to say to him , it all falls on deaf ears . It's easier at the moment , he's drunk and I'm angry. But in a few days time he will be sorry , sober and I will miss him .I know what I need to do but it's so bloody hard .
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Guiltypleasures001 · 26/06/2022 21:21
I'm not normally one for meanings in songs etc
But I once sign posted someone in your position op
To listen to Placebo a song called Bosco on you tube
Find the mtv live version on YouTube it
It's done from the drinkers point of view
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