Hi everyone, first time posting here but have been reading this board for quite some time. I have finally bit the bullet and decided to go alcohol free after the wine was creeping up and up. Sometimes I could moderate but usually I would have more than I meant to and wake up full of anxiety and with increasing amounts of black outs of the evening. I am 9 days AF and already feeling more positive, energetic and healthy but with a holiday coming up I am worried that I will start thinking "I wasn't that bad, was I?" or "one wont hurt". Does anyone have any tips for getting around these ways of thinking? I also want to stop thinking "I'd love to just have 1 or 2" as I know it will be this way for a day or two and then I will go back to having the full bottle, and more and making a fool out of myself. Sorry for the rambling post, my mind is running wild at the moment!