My drinking has spiralled.. mostly because I'm unhappy and my marriage is bloody awful and things most definitely have to change. The iron is I never used to drink!! 🥴 fast forward 3 years and I can polish off a bottle of wine in one sitting per night! More if it's there.. Yesterday my H went shopping and decided to buy Prosecco x 2 bottles and 2 bottles of red. I'd specifically asked him not to bring more alcohol into the house that morning.. 'oh tonight is the jubilee night then we will stop'... here I am with my Pepsi max and he's cracked on the last bottle of red for himself this evening. I'm pissed off, I'd really hoped he'd support me (he knows I need to stop).. as does he!! He hasn't offered me a glass, his agenda is purely to keep that bottle all to himself and drink the lot quickly. Crack on pal.. selfish as ever, unsupportive as ever, I could go on. I pledged to do 100 days AF and today I'm more determined than ever. 🙌