I keep wanting to post and reply on threads, especially where people have been so welcoming when I’ve posted on the occasions where I’ve had a couple of AF days, but I am eaten up with shame as I still can’t stop drinking.
I completely know what I need to do.
But, (I hate myself using the word ‘But’) I am so awfully depressed, burnt out from overworking, grieving, and my drinking is making everything much worse. Yet I can’t seem to go more than a couple of days AF.
I know there are others like me, who are ashamed to post on other threads, so please post here if you are in same position.
Maybe a place where we can post failures and details about our self-loathing will give some of that accountability we need. I don’t know. I desperately need to stop.
Sometimes I think if I could move far away from the grief triggers and work pressures, I could gently get myself better. But I know that’s just a fantasy.
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Alcohol support
Desperate to stop, failing.
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Sureen · 15/05/2022 20:51
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