Do you know anybody who's been drinking seriously for many years (10, 20 or more) then stopped and led good, healthy and long life?
I'm so scared about myself because i was drinking nonstop from 16 to 25, those years are total blackout for me. I had really traumatic childhood and alcohol was the only escape and soul painkiller.
But now I'm terrified. I'm 35 now and thinking is it really possible that those absolutely unhealthy years will not catch up and i will end up with heart problem, cancer or whatever? I know i'm paranoid. But i'm really scared, I have 2 lovely children, I don't want to die earlier than should. Obviously I'm trying to be healthier now, eat good, run 4 miles a week etc. Still have occasions when I drink but those are 6 or 7 times a year. I need encouragement, does body really can repair such damage ?