Hi everyone i am 21 years old and i my first drink was at 15 years old. it was vodka i drink like 6 shots in a row and i didnt remember anything from this. After the year's i drink more and more with a friend this is was my hobby, the thing i only like, only thought about alcohol. Over the time i couldn't pass a day without drink even if its one beer. I dont drink a lot. But now the last year i was drinking about 40-50 unit per week somedays i even drank 80 units but its was really few days. The average was 45-50 units. I drank because i could not see the real world, i was in my world.. world of alcohol. I couldn't admit with my problems and my real thought times so i fins that easy to get drunk and everything will be fine at the end of the day. Now i didnt drink 7 days and i feel better, my eyes colur comes much better my skin looks better but my mood are strange. I feel like i am not happy. I am have anger problem i have fear because i am without my best friend. The alcohol... The first 2-3 days of withdrawal was hard i was anxious i was sweaty i couldn't sleep well i am also dont sleep well now i can sleep only 5-6 hours even if i tried. But in the 4 day i was felt better the anxiety pretty gone but i have days with more and days with less. The real problem is that i always thinking about alcohol.. i feel like i live in a war zone, i need to fight every day? Is that a life? I need some tips from you. Thank you