So here’s the thing... day to day I’m capable - I have a child with special needs , I run two businesses , on the outside I got shit together. But since the beginning of this year I’ve started drinking more, every time I drink brings up shit from my childhood and I generally just turn into a twat. I talk shit, I annoy
My husband - that was fine but now I’m drinking like 3 times a week which I would have never had wanted to or dreamed of doing but I’m finding myself 3 days clear of drink I’m really craving it. I have a problem - I admit it t, husband just thinks
I’m a twat and I’m very high functioning. It’s so deceiving but I know in myself it’s a problem - what advice, if any can you give ? Drunk now FYI on a Tuesday for not reason at all other than I had a really good day at work , seemed like a good excuse