I'm a binge drinker, and can easily have a few weeks off drinking. I generally only drink at the weekends, and only have two or three drinks when I'm at home. However, if I go out for a night out, I often drink so much that I pass out. I did this last night and ended up asleep on a friends sofa. I didn't wake up till my husband tracked me (via my phone) and came to find me this morning. My phone had run out of battery and so I hadn't called him to say where I was.
He had to get his sister to come over and take the kids to school, and he said they had all been worrying about where I was. I don't know what he said to them, as he's been at work all day and didn't really speak to me when he picked me up.
I'm so embarrassed and ashamed of my behaviour. I don't want to be this person. I don't want the kids to think this behaviour is OK. I'm thinking that this is a wake up call. I really need to admit that alcohol is not good for me, and I need to stop drinking as if I go out I can never just stop after one or two drinks.