This time last year, I was miserably sat with a glass of wine and rubbish on the tv feeling very sorry for myself. I hadn't even got a panel date let alone been approved. My dream of becoming a mummy seemed ever further out of reach.
This year, I've just spent the last 30mins snuggling up with my 4 yr old daughter ( paperwork proving this arrived this morning after the court hearing before xmas!) whilst she went to sleep. It's only the 2nd time she's ever needed to be snuggled to sleep since coming to her forever home 7 months ago... both times it's the fear of fireworks... but tonight... I couldn't of thought of a better way to spend new years eve. We've had the most perfect day.... just the 2 of us and I feel so incredibly lucky to be her mummy.
So..... to all those just starting out, and those who are making the first scary steps.... and to all those struggling through the process.. never give up on your dreams. I feel totally and utterly blessed. Dreams really do come true!!! Happy new year to you all. Xx