Been offered a job as a lecturer 3 days per week. I have a 1.5 and 3.5 year old. Currently on a career break as returned to work after mat leave only lasted a few months. I couldn't handle being separated from my kids, I didn't really like my job, wasn't earning much after childcare and found the whole thing miserable and overwhelming.
It's a healthcare lecturer role and I'd be moving from clinical practice. I'm most excited about the research aspect rather than the teaching. I really want to be present for my two children as much as possible.
As a family we are all pretty tired after renovating a house (did not go smoothly for us!) and the kids don't sleep well.
My eldest has a lovely preschool and I would need to move him to another setting (childminder/nursery) to facilitate my work hours. I already feel guilty about forcing this transition on him 'for me'.
Be honest, am I going to regret this? What haven't I considered that I should be aware of before I accept?