Hi all,
Looking for some independent advice. I finished my PhD around a year and a half ago and since then I have worked in a non-research role in the civil service that isn't aligned with my academic background. The more time has gone on hoping things would improve (including with a change of role to a slightly more aligned area, but still quite far off) the more I've started to think it's just not the right sector or personality fit for me.
I'd say I was fairly "successful" as a PhD student - I published two papers, with one still in the works, and gave a talk at an academic conference. I received excellent feedback from my supervisors who advised me to stay in academia. However, the precarity of academia and the wish to settle down and start a family put me off, particularly when I received a permanent job offer towards the end of my PhD.
My partner and I have bought a house and I'm currently undergoing fertility treatment. I'm therefore "tied" to my region and there's obviously a possibility I may become pregnant soon. But the longer I stay in my role the more I think "what if" and wonder if I should give academia another go. I don't want to look back in 30 years and regret the career I could have had. I interviewed for a position a year ago and was successful but ended up turning it down as it was only for a year. So on balance I would only consider switching if I could find a relevant project within commuting distance with a contract length of at least two years. While I know any move would be risky, if I end up being happier and more fulfilled then maybe it would be worth it.
However, I'd really appreciate views of those who are currently in academia - feel free to ward me off if you think it's a bad idea leaving a permanent role, even if it's not quite as fulfilling. I suppose the "what would I do if I couldn't find another role afterwards" would haunt me a bit, even if I did find a role now. I've not really found any research-based roles in the civil service in my location that aren't extremely analytical (which is not quite my thing) so that wouldn't be the right route for me.
Thanks if you've read this far!