Hello everyone. I'm strongly considering moving to part-time, and would really appreciate any advice/words of caution from anyone who has done this.
For context, I'm a Humanities lecturer (not UK), and have been full time in my department for fourteen years. I've been unhappy for a long time, increasingly so since Covid. I have two kids under 7, one of whom has some additional needs (ASD Level 1). The much-lauded flexibility of academia means that I've been able to shorten his day in nursery - picking him up around 3, so he doesn't have to do a full day. This means, of course, that I end up working at least three evenings/nights a week and a half day at the weekend to manage my own workload. He is due to start primary school next year, and I worry about how he's going to manage dealing with the change (it would be two new settings - school, and wrap-around care).
To be honest, I feel like general quality of life is bad at the moment. I've never really enjoyed the teaching side - I have major imposter syndrome, am a perfectionist, completely unable to shake things off, etc - and this has really ramped up over the last few years. During term-time, I'm very on edge: constantly stressed about work, resentful of having to work late into the night etc. I'm only half present both at home and in work, and both are getting the bad half, if that makes sense.
We are extremely lucky in that we could absorb my salary drop if I did move to part-time. I'm on a strange contract, which means I can't be promoted (a sort of permanent fellowship, I suppose). There's no chance of moving onto a more standard contract unless a new post is created, which there are no plans for. So, I don't have potential pay increases to factor in. However, two colleagues I've spoken to, both of whom started as part-time and have recently moved to full-time, have been really negative about it. They both said that they found it completely impossible to 'ring-fence' their hours and manage expectations around workloads from both other faculty and students, and that they felt they were working almost full-time for half pay, effectively. Ultimately though, they both see this as a career, and indeed are on a career path. I just want to leave, or at least, have a somewhat more bearable life: it's not like I can look forward to a nice salary bump over the next two decades, and I don't feel that killing myself to do good work for what a salary level that is basically a couple of steps up from entry-level rates until I retire. I feel like everyone in the house would be a bit happier if I was less unhappy, tbh.
I would really appreciate any advice those of you who have experience of part-time work in academia might have. Thanks so much.