Are there any other teaching fellows here? I'm wondering if there's something I'm missing about how I'm expected to approach my job.
Backstory is that I career changed about 4 years ago. I quit a career as a school teacher and did a masters. When the masters finished one of my lecturers suggested that I apply for an undergrad teaching role which I did and, to my surprise & delight I got it. I've now been a teaching fellow in a non REFable department for 4 years. I get really good feedback for my teaching and have been nominated by students for teaching awards. However, I feel like I'm a bit of a disappointing employee. I'm really happy teaching and keeping up to date with my subject (& learning new subjects when asked to teach them). Other aspects of academia are more confusing and disappointing (the strange politics, the mysterious committees, the precariousness of the work & weird clunky university processes).
Over all its great BUT...
I feel like my bosses are perhaps expecting something else from me that's not specified in my job description. Is anyone else here a teaching fellow - what is expected from you that's not in the job description?
If I was supposed to be doing research I'd feel a bit lost to be honest & would definitely need mentoring.