Hi Everyone, I need help to work out what to do with my career, and hoping someone can help me! (I've name changed in case this gets identifying)
The background:
I did well at school, did a Physics degree, an MSC, and then a PhD in Audio (trying to be vague for now!).
I then got a really good (on paper) 3 yr postdoc at a great Uni, which to be honest hasn't been great. Due to covid parts of the project were shelved, and I ended up working on something I wasn't particularly interested in, and not super well-suited for though just about capable at. I do however love the general research area (hearing aids), which is a bit of a step away from my PhD.
My manager is ridiculously busy so I think I've been left to my own devices a bit too much, I live 3 hrs from the Uni so mostly work remotely as well which hasn't really helped.
I also had 10 months maternity leave in the middle.
My job ends in September and I've secured another postdoc at a less-prestigious institution to start in October. This one is in the same area but I hope will be a better fit to my skills, but it'd only 27 months. I'm 7 weeks pregnant again so will be taking another maternity leave (probably shorter as I didn’t enjoy it at all last time).
So now, I'm really starting to question if academia is for me long term! I'm sick of the instability of short term contracts, sick of the politics and poor salaries. I feel a bit like I just floated into this career, instead of actively choosing it if you see what I mean.
Yes I'm clever, but I feel like I have skills that aren't being used - I'm great at planning things, finding creative ways to make things work. I'm creative, resourceful, efficient, and get on well with most people. I feel wasted sitting behind a computer making technical programs.
The obvious thing I'm almost qualified for is software development, but I fear that won't solve my problems. I'm beginning to suspect I have ADHD as I struggle to concentrate at work and I want something more active, dynamic and varied.
I have taught in the past but I don’t really want to do that. I'm not very keen on other people's children or the general public either!
I've been wondering about project management but that seems to be a very broad term… I could retrain a bit but years of study isn't really an option. If I could go back in time I should have done medicine and been a surgeon or something!
If you made it through all this, thanks! Any thoughts welcome!