I work in medical research as a SRA. It is supposed to be a great rewarding and chanllenging job, but I am starting to come to terms with the fact that I do not really enjoy academia. I am tired of feeling not good enough for the field and judged for lacking drive.
I am starting to think I should change jobs or even re-train.
I am 50.
I think I might be slightly delusional
I blame menopause 
Where and how do I start?!