What can I do??
I completed a funded PhD in social sciences and have worked as an RA in various posts. So I have some publications. I love presenting at conferences and doing the actual research, I will happily write you a summary report but I loathe with the fire of a thousand suns writing papers.
I now working as a researcher in alt-ac so far less pressure to publish (but still some and I hate it). A couple of posts have come up back in University research and I should probably go for them as I've had a shitty time at work due to my line manager lately.
i feel like I'm at a crossroads. I feel morally like i should pursue academia but I'm just not sure im cut out for it??