Hello. I am hoping for some advice from those of you who may have been in a similar position. Sorry, this might be long. I was on mat leave last year, and returned in July. While I was away, my teaching was changed (and substantially increased, actually), and I was assigned a number of new modules that I had no hand in designing. One of them is going very, very badly. There are only four weeks left in term, so I don't think it can be rescued, but I'm wondering if there is anything I can do to salvage it so that the students don't end up with dreadful grades, and frankly that I don't end up with awful evaluations (though I think that's inevitable).
Here are the issues:
- It's a new module, and I was dropped into it at the last minute so ended up scrabbling to fill it with content that wasn't too far out of my field as I have a very heavy load this semester. So as well as the teething issues with all new modules, it doesn't hang together as well as it should.
- The students just didn't get on board with the idea behind it at all, from the very first class. Totally disengaged, never do the reading (they openly admit this in a quick hands-up-if-you've-read-the-text: usually about 10% of the students have). Attendance is dreadful - lucky to get half of them in any given week. Lots of talking amongst themselves, giggling, phone use, etc.
Things I have done:
- From the start, I've stressed that this is a less-conventional module. They have a lot on their plates in other modules this semester, so I've tried to choose less 'weighty' texts. They don't have to read theory or even any critical scholarship to prepare for class. Usually, I assign a short extract from a novel, a few poems, or a few short films. They don't even do that small bit of preparation.
- I give them a 'preparation guide' every week, literally posting the questions that I will ask the class to discuss in advance so that they can prepare. I ask those questions, and get nothing. It's like pulling teeth. It's painful.
- I've given them a few pep talks about preparation, expectation at college-level etc. Nothing changes, I just get far fewer in class the next week.
I've just marked the first assignment, and the submissions were almost uniformly terrible. It wasn't a difficult assignment, but they really missed the mark. Even the students who have been attending regularly didn't perform particularly well. It feels like no care at all was put into it, if you know what I mean. I just don't know what to do now. The final assignment is a group project, and having met with them over the last few weeks to check on their progress, it's clear that most of them are just not taking it seriously (one group had not even read the text that they were doing their project on, and had no idea where to even find it, and were working from a summary they found online).
I accept that I'm partially responsible for this disaster, for the reasons posted above. I've marked the first assignment very generously, to make up for some of my own shortcomings. But I just feel so depressed every time I go into this class. I can't sleep the night before. I feel like just cancelling the remaining classes, but obviously I can't do that. There are two content classes left, and then the last two weeks are group presentations. I've got topics scheduled, but I'm considering throwing those out and asking them to vote on a few other topics that might be more 'fun' or interesting to them. But would that make things worse - I feel like the module lacks direction as it is, and would this not just confirm that it's a bit meaningless?
I would be hugely grateful for any advice, or even solidarity.