Hi All, I'm hoping someone can offer some advice, as I'm torn on what to do.
So I recently finished my PhD, I was doing it part time so it took 5 years. For the last 4 years I have been on a 50% FTE contract as a teaching-only member of staff, teaching a particular course.
Now that I've finished the PhD however, I'm obviously 50% unemployed (though short term I have a couple of papers so write up). I'm lucky that I can afford to live comfortably on 50% pay, but ideally I want a full-time job. Although I enjoy lecturing I really want to be doing research, so I want either a research-only or research+teaching post.
The HoD knows I want a full-time job, (and that I want to do research btw), and has told me that a member of the department is retiring and has tentatively offered me his teaching. FWIW I would love to teach this particular module, more than what I currently teach, which I am starting to feel I am stagnating with. I think the HoD means me to do both though, not give up my current role.
I also am a named researcher on a massive grant proposal that has been submitted (full-time RA job for 3 years) but we won't hear the outcome of that until june.
So my dilemma is what do I do! I feel like I should accept the new teaching as I don't currently have a better offer (although I haven't officially been offered that yet)... But then I'll ditch them if we get the grant...
I'm terrified of getting "stuck" in a teaching-only post, unable to get back into research - it happened to a colleague/friend.
Ideally I want the RA job, and to teach the new module, but I don't know yet if I have the RA job, or if they'd mind me doing so much teaching with it...
Can I ask them to make me a proper lecturer, with teaching and research??
Sorry if this is garbled... probably reflects my thoughts!
If it's relevant it's a very male-dominated field, with a bit of a reputation of shitting on the younger/female staff.