I'm an assistant professor at an RG university in the social sciences.
Ahead of the REF, everyone is being heavily scrutinized.
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I am not performing as well on research as I should be.
I have two papers which are squarely in the UoA that the department is submitting to. One has been rated as a 3 and the other a 2 by internal reviews. I have another six papers but they are all very interdisciplinary, I'm not first author, and they most likely won't be submittable to our department's UoA.
I have applied for several grants and got none of them. I've had about £20,000 of funding in five years.
Today I had a meeting with our Research Director and Head of Department to discuss my performance.
I was told to get something of at least 3* quality out in the next year as if I haven't been fucking trying. I'm not sure how likely this is to happen without new data and with my clear lack of research ability.
I was threatened (I use this term lightly) with being put on a teaching-only track if I fail to get another paper.
At the time, I was really angry about this but I've come home and cooled down and actually it feels as though it might be a relief to go teaching-only.
With TEF and NSS, there are still metrics and pressures on teaching-only staff but I feel like I have a handle on these metrics whereas I feel pretty clueless about research. It's like swimming underwater through treacle.
Anyway, I plan to wait until I'm pushed rather than just jumping from my current track. I know that many of my colleagues will see this as a some kind of demotion.
I just wondered about other people's reflections on this, please? I'm sorry I don't have a specific question, I guess I just wanted to get everything out and strike up a dialogue.
Thanks so much