I'm not an academic so please don't shoo me away...!
I work in HE in a professional support role. Am highly qualified, experienced and part of my department's leadership team.
I've had a horrendous 12 months work-wise and my confidence has taken a battering. I do teaching sessions as part of my role, and deliver the odd conference paper. I used to be very confident at that sort of thing but lately I get into an absolute state. I'm presenting tomorrow and have been in a mess all day.
My paper is fine. I know what I'm talking about. I have to travel and know all my arrangements.
I once a research student once upon a time and this was a nothing event.
Tips please?