i fell over last week and chipped a bone in my big toe,
my toe was really swollen and bruised but doctor at hospital said leave it strapped up for 5 days and take paracetamol etc.
ive done that and taken badages off today - i can just about get a sandal on but its still sore, swollen and bruised but i can hobble.(slowly!)
im due back to work tomorrow. My place of work is a train journey away and i have a 10 - 15 min walk at the other end. i also work alone - it will be fine tomorrow as i can sit down but on Tuesday ill be dealing with clients and will likely be on the go all morning. ive told my boss ill be back tomorrow - im still on my probationary period although ive worked there for 9 months now (he is keeping me on probation for a year) so really dont want to rock the boat or give him any reason to get rid of me.
its difficult because i really dont like my job and i am finding it very easy to excuse myself for not going back - but i think if i dont push myself to go ill just make it harder when i do go back and i need the money - while im off sick im not earning!
ive got a career plan B - so i have my escape route planned but it could take a long time....even a couple of years.
so
do i kick myself up the behind and force myself to go back. DH thinks i should and ive already said ill be back...
WWYD? (tell me to go back....dont give me any excuses!)