Over the last few years I have experienced intermittent episodes of sudden bradycardia with breathlessness, feeling faint, dizzy, sweating. As time has gone on the episodes have lasted longer and longer, sometimes 12 hours. The attacks are random, I can have 3 in a week then none for a couple of months. It happens on mild exertion, say walking in cold weather, carrying something heavy down the stairs, even in the shower. I have worn numerous heart monitors which never picked it up (I do have ectopic heartbeats which were noted but benign and short svt runs), but the heart problem I experience was never picked up. I have ended up in a & e several times (after advice from gp) but always dismissed (usually as anxiety 😡). Finally, in December 24, an ecg caught some weird beats and I got an urgent referral to cardiology. When I finally saw the cardiologist he was incredibly patronising. He said it was nothing to worry about as long as I wasn’t fainting and didn’t have symptoms (which I did). He spoke to my husband, not me, the entire appointment and then discharged me. At this point I was distraught, felt not believed and doubting my own sanity. I got an Apple Watch where I can take ecgs during the episodes. After worsening symptoms, and another couple of a & visits I finally made a private cardiology appointment. I showed her the ecgs on my watch and within 5 minutes I was diagnosed with a 2:1 heart, and will be fitted with a pacemaker in a couple of weeks. I am in total shock. I am angry that no one helped me, that I wasn’t taken seriously, that my symptoms were put down to anxiety for 3 years. When the cardiologist looked back over my previous ecgs taken at a & e she was actually able to see the heart block on ones taken in April and November but the drs missed it (as a side note my local hospital a & e has just been put onto Special Measures as it performs so badly!) I am so mad about this!
So, at 51 years of age I will be fitted with a pacemaker. I feel so embarrassed about this, I don’t know anyone “young” that has this, and I’m terrified of the future with this device in my chest. If identified earlier would I still need a pacemaker? Do any of you readers have any advice? Can anyone relate?
Honestly, I don’t know what I want or expect from starting this thread. I don’t feel I can tell anyone in rl my worries, it does feel a little better just writing it all down though. Thank you for reading x