Hi,
I dont know if this is allowed. I 20M, back in March was in an online sex chat and I sent a d pic without asking. In the moment I didnt think of anything. The next morning I realised what I did was wrong and I shouldn't be doing that with out asking for permission to do so and I really regret it and it has been eating me up ever since.
I later checked the reviews for the site and it came back to mostly being bots running it. Irregardless if it was bots or not, but should it be a real person, it is still wrong and I dislike myself for what I did.
I dont know what im looking for here but I just need to speak this out somewhere, Im medically diagnosed with ocd, im not sure if that contributes to my overthinking on this but im tired of waking up everyday with a bad feeling within me and this constantly on my mind and it scares me because i want to be honest in a relationship and I will want to say what I've done and let whoever it will be know and have a choice be a long commitment.