I have very vividly realistic dreams about everyday life stuff. So I regularly wake up befuddled about whether things have actually happened or not 😂
Mostly its just a bit annoying. But sometimes it's really horrible. Today's one of those horrible days.
But last night I had a really vividly realistic dream that someone (Paul) from the Premium Bonds called me to let me know I'd won £1m. I dreamed that I talked with Paul at length, he put me in touch with a financial advisor, and I started to make some plans for how to handle things before talking to DH.
I woke up this morning with a lovely sense of calmness because my brain still believed I had £1m whisking its way to me.
Then it slowly dawned on me that it wasn't the case.
And I genuinely cried a little bit.
Now I can't shake this horrible gutted feeling.
Not sure why I'm sharing this, just feeling a bit odd this morning.