i joined a fancy gym and I am just on the app and I’m overwhelmed at the options available. Padel for beginners. Reformer pilates taster classes. Tennis for complete beginners. Everything is accessible for someone like me. Someone who was never taught to swim , play a sport , stay fit or exercise.
I’m not massively overweight or anything. I was rubbish at pe, I always disappointed my pe teachers , I was a chubby and mostly inactive child. I don’t have much co ordination. Not to mention sense of direction. I actually got myself to the place which was an accomplishment in itself.
i keep catching myself telling myself how rubbish I’d be at tennis and paddle and how I’d probably never master swimming.
This whole thing has made me realise how negative my inner voice is to myself ! How did we get here.
maybe I need to spend that money on therapy instead.