I’ve just finished my therapy for some quite severe health anxiety. I do feel much better worry-wise and I don’t feel like I’m constantly going to die or be diagnosed with something terminal.
However.. I’m still having symptoms of something. I dont feel immediately threatened by it and I don’t really feel ‘anxious’ about my symptoms, just that they happen and I don’t know why.
I've been googling why I might have random pins and needles in my feet/hands/legs recently and have come across MS, just looking at the symptoms on the NHS and almost every single symptom is what im experiencing as flare ups, ill have weeks of feeling normal, and then go through a patch of having symptoms come up all at once for weeks.
My fear is, I’ve been to the GP/A&E/Out of Hours so much with my health anxiety that I must have some sort of label on my record and now I’m sent off everytime told it’s nothing and wait it out.
I want to be taken seriously this time and actually investigate, but I’m worried they’re going to think I’m just anxious and barking orders to investigate because of that.
I feel like the girl who cried wolf 😭