I just saw the weather and there's some nice weather promised for the weekend.
It's been months of depressing rain and cold and bad news.
I have other stresses in my life too. My work can become very intense and it's not going very great. I live at home with a parent who is likely going senile. So life is nothing but stress.
I know with some dry weather promised it would be nice to stay at home and get some laundry done and out on the clothes line to dry. It would be nice to do other jobs too like cutting the grass and I have a fence to treat as well at some stage.
However I don't feel like doing any of that. I want to get up and just go away. Pack a bag and go away on a bus or train for the day and get lunch somewhere and do the same again in Sunday.
Time off is so rare and valuable.
Wednesday night after work you wouldn't believe what I did. It was so stressful, the minute I went in the door I checked the alcohol cabinet and found a bottle left over from the Christmas and drank it all. It was just so bad and there's more of that coming for next week.
I just want to go away.
I less of I spend tomorrow doing jobs at home and maybe in the afternoon go into the local city and then maybe go for a day tour on Sunday. What do you guys think?
I can't decide. I just want to take a book and my knitting and go and sit down for lunch and have noone disturb me.