Ugh, we've been in this house as a family for coming up to 26 years, now it's just me and my youngest DD who is actively trying to move out. I had a shit year last year and said to myself that I would have 6 months to a year this year just to let things settle down and regroup. My plan originally was to try to move this year but that got scuppered by events, and I thought I would stay in this house for another 2 or 3 years.
But I've been upset again recently about everything that happened, and I've applied for 4 jobs that would all require relocation - so far I've had 3 interview invitations and a phone call apologising for the delay (reckon I have a good chance for an interview for that one as well). I do feel like I need things to change. But also I really don't feel emotionally resilient enough to deal with getting a new job, selling, buying, moving, etc.
I suppose I sort of think I might never feel up to it, and that I should just make myself do it. How does anyone ever get themselves sorted enough to do this??? 😂