I've never used private medical care and TBH struggle with the idea of buying better or quicker care than is available to others.
I'm a runner. It's huge part my life, all my social life and general wellbeing is tied up with it. I haven't been able to run for the last few weeks because I have a minor condition causing pain.
It's something the NHS might treat, if I can convince them it's having a big enough impact, but I'd guess nothing will happen quickly.
I have an appointment with a private consultant (£210). £210 isn't a lot of money to me, I'd spend it on running shoes! but somehow this seems like a terrible extravagance. Also, of course, £210 won't be the end of it, it will likely need minor surgery, and maybe that's one worry, I don't know where it will end.
But, I have the money. I could spend up to say £10k, maybe more, without it impacting on my standard of living/retirement plans. It is a lot of money though!
And what happens next time? Perhaps next time I'll want urgent care for something more serious...?
I realise these thoughts are not entirely rational but the decision is creating a lot of conflicting thoughts in my mind!