Could I do with an assessment?

[TinselTina]

Im not asking anyone to diagnosis me but I am considering an assessment. Looking back i think I snow signs of being NT.
I was an odd child apparently. Lived in my own world, talked to myself, blurted out whatever I wanted to say. I think I was very intense in friendships. As I got older I suppose it got a bit better but I still don't feel quite right. Ive been on antidepressants for 20 years. I cant cope without them im overwhelmed and have breakdowns. I struggle with relationships. Like sometimes I feel like im watching everyone in life and im outside.

There’s no harm in looking into it. A diagnosis won’t be a miracle cure though, particularly if it’s autism for which there is no treatment.

i did find it interesting to find out why I am the way I am though.

Yeah I feel the same way. Im quite a literal person. Its odd because I've done well in other areas of life.le education and a decent job

People comment on how I remember everything aswell!

I think it would help you to reach a better understanding of yourself, and that can only be a good thing. It also might help by giving you some validation - that it's fine to be different and why and how you are different. That way it may make it easier to understand neuro typical people.

Do you have children? They are likely to inherit ASD if you have it; it might be worth knowing so that you can get them help should they need it.

DH is on anti-depressants, but I think he’d do much better on meds for ADHD (no diagnosis but strong suspicion!).

Go and speak to your GP and ask about “right to choose”. I was in your shoes this time last year and now have a diagnosis of autism at the age of 37.

My child is NT

I would say that's similar to me and I have ASD and ADHD. All of my children have ASD +/- ADHD and they all 3 are very different. One in particular we all thought was NT but highly strung until she got to mid secondary age and it became clear that she was ND.

Thank you. My child shows no signs at present. I wonder if im more adhd ? I have had counselling but it was that good. I know im avoidant and have lots of empathy. Probably too much at times.

Im going to look into an assessment in the new year. Ive Googled right to choose so ill start there.