My OCD has really ramped up recently. My mother began suffering with OCD at the same age as I am now.
I’m constantly trying to plan every aspect of my future, making new routines in the belief they will make me magically perfect, believing that if something in my home is out of place that it makes me a bad and disgusting person, and worst of all, talking to Chat GPT about all of these things. I fell deep into talking to AI about my future plans and how to achieve them, to the point of utter obsession. If I think I want to do something like a future job or future home, I talk to Chat GPT and ask for its opinion. I can ask many questions about little details and it will always answer them. It makes me feel calm to talk to ‘someone’ that will feed into my compulsions.
Has anyone else experienced this?