ive come here because I don’t have anyone to talk to about this and im really really in despair at the moment. I have severe PCOS but with medication my periods are very regular every month now. However I think I have PMDD- this has happened in the past but it’s so severe now. Im a week away from my period and it started a couple nights ago with panic attacks. Then today Ive been feeling very disassociated to the point where I feel im trapped in a dream or psychotic. Earlier I had to lay down and I felt like I was trapped in a dream & being watched by demons. Even after sleep i feel so disassociated and like im looking back on my life. I can’t stop eating with sore breasts severe cramps etc but mentally im so messed up. I feel insanely angry and i am getting strong urges to self harm. Cant talk to gynaecology as they always shame me and blame everything on my weight and saying i cant be in as much pain as I say i am and PCOS doesn’t cause pain even though a few doctors and endocrinologists have strongly told me I have suspected endometriosis. I feel like I’m going psychotic or losing my mind and strong urges to self harm please I need help what do I do?! Anyone else been like this
thanks