I can deal with all manner of things including rodding a septic tank.
But food waste bins just...nope. Every time I have to empty the compost bin I get what I assume must be intrusive thoughts or something about eating it or having to put my face in it, and then they keep coming back every time I eat for the whole day. It literally makes me not able to eat sometimes.
I feel really ridiculous typing that. It makes me feel so silly that I can't just deal with the bloody compost, but I put it off and avoid it as much as possible. I'm on the neverending waiting list for adult ASD assessment (my children are diagnosed already) so could it be down to that?