Would like today over with really.
Today I found out I didn't get an interview to the job I really wanted. One thing in a long list of struggles.
I moved back to my hometown 2 years ago after 11 years and have really struggled to meet people despite getting out a lot.
My closest friend here turned on me 9 months ago totally out of the blue. I really miss her.
I have had to move house 3 times in 8 months. Settled now.
I lost my beloved gran just before moving back after a long and horrible drawn out death. I helped care for her, taking 20 flights in 5 months just to be there when I could.
I feel pretty crap and have low self esteem right now.
I have had grief counselling. It did help. But right now I feel rubbish, missing my friend and gran.
Helps to write it down.