Hi,
just need to come on here and rant, hopefully get some words of advice or something
Ive just been feeling so so defeated in life these past couple weeks. Just super down for no apparent reason & life feels like it’s on super hard mode. I can’t get a job- there’s hardly anything in my area that im able or qualified to do- im not making excuses there’s very limited and all the ones I could do such as care or sales assistant ive applied for but they don’t get back to me. I even contacted an agency with my CV emailed like they asked and nothing.
i see people going on holidays abroad all the time and im so jealous and I feel my life is empty anyway people have lovely lives- tons of friends, holidays, getting married & i have to work triple as hard. I’ve been feeling so down and worthless that I’ve been withdrawing from life and not getting out of bed- everything feels pointless i feel there’s not a place for me in this world anymore. Im trying so hard to change but nothing happens. Ive started taking diazepam for my anxiety which helps to try and get back in control, been applying for jobs but nothing.
just feel like a waste of space- I wish people wouldn’t benefit bash i have severe mental health issues and I don’t use handouts as an excuse im genuinely finding it hard to get by. I do understand the anger for those who are just “lazy” though.
any advice? Feel like I’m stuck in a hole
i have a lovely partner, cat, best friend but my life always feels empty i feel empty
plz help xx