I'm not sure if anyone else struggles with this but over the last few years it has started to become a real issue for me and I am now starting to dread the summer months.
As soon as the heat rises and the days are filled with bright sunshine my decades long anxiety rises to an unbearable level. This morning I have woken with a racing heart, feel weak and shaky, I feel really spacey and strange and full of anxiety which then drains the life out of me.
I have inattentive ADHD and not sure if that is related or not but I find it very hard to come down from this and feel wired and tense throughout the daytime and only begin to relax somewhat when the sun goes down and the heat eases.
I have always tried looking after myself and only drink water, I eat well, I exercise, listen to The Calm app every day etc yet I still feel dreadful most days but the heat and sunshine make things a million times worse for me. I wear sunglasses all the time as I am so light sensitive and it can trigger a aura migraine if I am not careful.
I am one of the few strange people that actually loves the rain. I long for a rainy day. The other night it poured alongside a thunderstorm and I slept like a log with that beautiful noise in the background. Yes, I am strange!
All I think come June/July is that I am longing for September and October which are my favourite months of the year.
Does anyone else struggle like me? How do you get through the summer months?