I just have to tell someone…
im lying here with my newborn (dc3) on my chest and smelling their little head. I’m so so so glad I didn’t abort my baby. I feel a bit sick that it was so close to being an option.
I had a surgery date booked, my husband initially didn’t want our baby and after 4 weeks of us just living in the middle of this storm, he changed his mind. I cried lots at night during that 4 weeks knowing there was a strong chance I would regret an abortion (but also knowing there were some seriously strong reasons not to have this baby).
anyway I just have to tell someone, lying here smelling baby’s head im crying with happiness that I kept our baby.