Admittedly my standards are high but that’s because I’ve fallen victim to some horrible men. I’ve just found the dating scene so hard lately! I’m really not sure how anyone finds anyone.
I agreed to come out of my comfort zone and go to a singles party. It was awful. I kissed a guy who was half decent looking but the next thing I know two drinks later and he just wanted to get in my knickers and said “we should have got a hotel. I bet you’d love to have (insert disgusting comments) tonight”. So I told him to piss off and I took a taxi home. He walked me to my taxi and then said his friend desperately needed him so I said “if you don’t leave me alone I’m honestly going to start arguing with you so for your sake and mine. Just leave me alone and go and find your silly friend. If you can’t even have the decency to check a woman gets home safe. Then you’re not man enough for me” he rang me after asking if we could go for dinner and I blocked his calls.
I don’t know why this is so hard but I’ve lost hope. I know people will say “when you least expect it” or “don’t worry” but I do actually worry. I’m 29 and want children some day ans actually maybe just someone to hold me when I’m fed up of holding my shit together all day long.
Sorry for the rant but any words of wisdom are appreciated.