LTB?

[1000DayChallenge]

What happens if you can’t leave? What if he’s not a bastard, he’s just fallen out of love with you after 30 years, two kids, a grandson. He doesn’t want to be with me, and the worst thing is, I don’t blame him. I’m incredibly fat, incredibly ugly (genuinely, I know sometimes people say it, but I really am). I don’t have a job, just a part time Etsy shop (used to be more full time, but people don’t have money, it’s not for the want of trying). I have severe sight problems, don’t leave the house alone and cant drive. I’m absolutely fucked and have no idea what to do.

I had an abusive childhood, and lived in fear constantly, but when I met him, I felt so secure. He was the first man I could ever be myself with. Now I’m so scared

Im heartbroken, and have no plan. Hes a good man. It’s me

Do you know for fact he wants to leave? Or are you assuming?

He says he’d been thinking about moving out. Said we’re just friends now.

Wow, this seems incredible hard. I think working on yourself/building your self-confidence up would help you feel better.
Good luck!

thanks @nialetahc I really want to and I’m going to try, but it seems too much

It always seems overwhelming, and when you think about it too hard it seems impossible.
Simple put one foot in front of the other, start off easy and keep pushing.
don’t let you negative thoughts get to you.

I’m so sorry. I agree with @nialetahc and try to stop saying the negatives about yourself. You do have worth.

Thank you both. I just feel really stupid. I thought we were happy. I thought I was lucky!!