We have been together 4 years. A couple months ago she had a go at me for going out with my friends and ended the relationship. I was really confused but in the end we worked it out and got back together.
Looking back at the period of time she told me she had a uti and had never had one before which I thought was odd because I thought a common way to get one was through sex. We had not slept together for almost 2 weeks before she told me this. Then a few days later she picked a fight with me and then ended the relationship.
Looking back there has been a few other things that have made me think such as her always saying " you'd never cheat on me would you" I also saw a random number pop on her phone, the icon was a guy. I couldn't see the message as she has WhatsApp messages hidden from the lock screen.
She wants to go out with her friend for drinks in the city alot too and I know this particular friend cheats on her husband.
I'm an idiot aren't I. I feel like things are clicking and I'm looking at it all.
I've never doubted her before, always been trusting and reassuring to her. Never given her any reason to doubt me either but I feel she's made a fool of me.