I had a stroke 4 weeks ago. Prior to the stroke I had started to travel overseas again after a few years of plucking up my courage to travel with a wheelchair. I had planned to either do a slightly longer trip to Iceland than the, frankly pathetic, 24 hours of my last visit or Germany. In the first couple of weeks after the stroke I got a fear of overseas travel. What if I had another, more serious stroke? I resigned myself to a quiet week in a caravan with the dog. However, the last few days I've decided that, with my job, travelling overseas is kind of expected. Customers like to be able to relate to a check in agent who loves travel and has visited their destination. Prior to the wheelchair, I loved travelling. I have a list of places I made to visit and loved being able to cross a new destination off the list.
One of them is Vienna. I'm looking at a holiday package via my employer that, after employee discount comes to just over £500. I've been looking at it all week, but haven't booked it.
I really want to go, but something is holding me back. I'm overthinking and worrying too much about another stroke, aren't I?