Disclaimer: I suffer with PPA, getting support currently and I’m trying to get it under control but I cannot always rationalise everything. Please be kind!
I noticed there was a thin film of pink at the bottom of the bath. It’s probably because it wasn’t cleaned since the weekend. I got an antibac wipe to clean it with, because I then wanted to give DD a bath. I moved the shower screen to reach down and steadied myself with the back of my other hand on the side of the bath. Under the shower screen there was also a couple of very tiny patches of this pink stuff. I think it is the bacteria that is common in damp places called serratia maracsens? (Not sure on spelling). Anyway, the back of that hand is chapped and bleeding because of the cold + all the hand washing I am doing at the moment.
I have it in my head that for the 5 seconds my hand was resting on it, bacteria will have transferred from the pink patches into my open skin and that I will get a bad infection or become really unwell. I did wash my hands immediately after noticing what I’d done. DH has said that means it will be absolutely fine and I would agree if my skin was fine but my hands are cracked, so bacteria could just get straight in theoretically?
I’m also worried that I won’t have cleaned the bath well enough and that the bath water would have had bacteria in it and/or residual chemicals from the antibac wipe. DD (as all babies do) swallows a bit of bath water sometimes when it splashes over her face. I know babies have immature immune systems so it’s worrying me and I don’t want her to be poorly.
Typing it out, I think I know exactly what I’d tell someone else and can see this is quite anxious and irrational. Does anyone else get that in their bathroom and have lived to tell the tale? I think I just needed to get it out there in the hope to be told I’m being daft