After decades of gynae and digestive issues, I was finally told I have deep endometriosis and adenomyosis. This was following a pelvic MRI in 2023. I was 50!
I had to wait a while to see an endo gynae and was put on a waiting list last May. I was told it would be at least a 12 month wait, maybe longer.
But I'm really getting myself in a stew about it all. Although I have had many gynae procedures (5 hysteroscopies, polyps removal in day surgery and a uterine ablation) I have always opted to be awake for these as I am petrified of general anaesthetic. I had a GA 25 years ago for a D&C and felt like crap for a month after (dizzy, constant nausea and just strange). I know many people love GA's and will say it's the best sleep they've ever had etc but I am truly terrified of them.
All made worse by the gynae saying if he finds any deposits on my bowel he will instantly stop the operation and I will need to return at a later date with a colorectal surgeon on hand. Just the thought of gearing myself up for an op only to have to go through it again leaves me so anxious.
I will probably also need a hysterectomy at a later date because my uterine ablation failed and I now have adenomyosis as a result.
I'll be honest, I have not enjoyed being female!