Just wanted to chat really..
So in the last year I have gave birth, left an extremely abusive relationship in all ways, which reflecting on and discussing with a close family member I am pretty sure I was sexually abused (coerced into having penetration sex and oral sex every night when I can honestly say 5 nights out of 7 I wouldn't want it but if I didn't he would abuse me for 3 days straight😞)
I've lost my home (due to moving out of his house), gone back to work and now been told I am due to be made redundant.
My anxiety is slowly creeping back in and idk what to do. I feel like I'm slowing down in my body and mind after being in fight or flight for so long (3 years) that everything is catching back up with me and it's really upsetting me. I can't go under when I have my two babies to think about. Everything has changed in under a year and it's messing with my mind even more...