I had a dreadful few days and it's all other people's moods and crap just unleashed for my back. Literally just pissing on my back.
- woke on boxing day and my mother was in a bad mood because her routine TV was out of schedule due to the Christmas schedule and she just unleashed her crap on me.
- had to go to my ILs knowing there was work to go back to Monday evening though I wanted to relax at home.
- went to work yesterday on Friday and I was scheduled to work til night but work had different ideas and I worked until the middle of the night to be provided with a bed and broken sleep and another days work even though I was not scheduled to work today. I had no change of clothes, no toothbrush, no comb.
- I finally finished and went home just to get a type of silent abuse from my mother. She stood in front of the TV while I was trying to watch it and then a while later came in and asked me to do some online shopping for her even though there won't be any dispatch until Monday. See the theme - how I am not allowed 5 minutes for myself?
I have tomorrow off and it really feels like I need to get up at dawn, and tell noone and just get on a train and go for the day and tell noone. If I tell anyone they would only just be jealous.